Logos of the Way
Lessons of Light
One Love
Advent of the Miraculous
During a simple process in a workshop in San Francisco in 1996—it was like I fell through time and directly experienced the torturous pain of being crucified with Jesus. It was like a four dimensional vision completely in the first person—like it was a direct experience of a past life. Suddenly, I was no longer a woman attending a workshop, but instead was a very strong young man being crucified with Jesus—a shocking and totally unexpected experience. It was completely real like I was actually an ancient man who was in the process of being crucified and all of the pain that entails—the fierce agonizing pain of my hands and feet being nailed to a cross made me cry out in agony like a wounded animal, but once I was hanging from the cross my hands and feet lost all feeling as the sun mercilessly set my body on fire with a fierce sunburn. Sweat was pouring down my face into my eyes so profusely they began to swell shut. It was a struggle to breathe and my throat was so dry it was virtually impossible to swallow. But it was completely different for Jesus—when they nailed him to the cross he did not cry out—he only looked at the soldiers with his fierce penetrating gaze of pure love. This shocked everyone—no one had ever witness a man enduring the the piercing pain of the nails with such calm composure. The soldiers who were taunting him moments before were clearly shaken and grew silent. It was obvious to everyone present, Jesus was no ordinary man, and the soldiers became very nervous.
I wasn’t afraid, but was experiencing an all consuming rage—I did not want to die—and was furious there was no escape from death on the cross. I recognized Jesus and had seen him teaching out in the fields. He even healed a paralyzed man right in front of me—so I was very aware of his tremendous power. But the rage of being trapped and doomed to die boiled over and I starting yelling at him questioning why he would let himself be crucified. Surely, he had the power to free all of us. He turned and looked at me with such a fierce penetrating gaze the rage suddenly evaporated. He was radiantly beautiful—I had never seen anyone so beautiful—his entire body was glowing with an etherial light and the crowd around us were staring at us in stunned silence. The energy of love pouring out of his eyes was a huge all penetrating love. It is moment frozen in time—a moment I will never forget. Instantly, I wanted go wherever he was going.
No words can adequately express the agony of this torturous death, but the worst pain of all was yet to come. My eyes were so swollen I could barely see, when suddenly a dark cloud of a soot-like substance began pouring out of all the people who were standing around watching us slowly die. It shocked everyone when Jesus suddenly cried out as this smoky substance flowed into his heart as well as my heart and the other man who was being crucified. The shear force of this soot-like substance entering the heart was so intensely painful that I cried out in agony. It felt like my heart would surely explode. After what seemed like an eternity this unbearable pain abruptly ceased and was instantly replaced with a euphoric feeling of profound peace and Love.
I was no longer in my body hanging on the cross, but was floating over my dead body with Jesus in this amazing all consuming Love. It was a Love never before experienced—the Love of the entire Universe—a love so huge no words can ever express the euphoria of being immersed in this vast Pure Presence of Love. Let it suffice to say that your greatest love times a gazillion trillion would only scratch the surface of this omnipresent Love. As we floated up over the top of our dead bodies, angelic translucent beings appeared and guided us upward into a brilliant light. It was an overwhelming feeing of pure joy and freedom as we flew upwards into the light.
After a while we stopped flying upwards and he looked at me again with same penetrating gaze. How it was even possible, I do not know, but Jesus suddenly transported me to the Basilica of Saint Peter in Rome. He sat on the Pietà of Michelangelo—the Virgin Mary holding the dead body of her son—the most beautiful sculpture ever made by human hands. He held me in his arms, like a mother would hold a child, and gently rocking back in forth he said, “This Love is always available to you. It is available to everyone.” No words can express the all consuming love of this miraculous encounter. This alone would change anyone’s life, but the experience with Jesus continued long after the workshop ended. For several months he continued to communicated advance teachings that were foreign to my very ignorant and exceedingly limited understanding.
At the time, I knew very little about the Bible, nothing at all about the teaching of Sri Bhagavan Ramana Maharshi, although I had seen a picture of him on the altar of my church, and the advanced instructions of Jesus were basically way over my head. Mostly, I was like a scribe furiously trying to capture what it was that he wanted, not just for me, but for everyone to know. It is important to understand this was all unfolding during a very different time—a time before social media—there were no smart phones, and the internet was in its infancy—so getting information was a much slower process than it is today. After several months of hearing from him, Jesus suddenly appeared in a brilliant light asking that I travel to Jerusalem to meet with him.
The Logos of the Way podcast explores the teachings received from Jesus during this life-changing trip through the Holy Lands of Jerusalem, Egypt, and Mount Sinai, but his communications did not end when that journey was over—you could say it was just the very beginning of an adventure into the heart of Consciousness that has lasted more than twenty years. This podcast explores these teachings and its profound connection to Biblical Scripture. It is a very potent transmission of the Living Eternal Presence of Jesus that has the power to the open your heart to your own direct experience of the infinite and eternal Love of Jesus, which by its very nature has the power to open the door of your heart to your eternal salvation. Before leaving for the Holy Land Jesus provided this insight into his purpose for transmitting these teachings:
Jesus says, “The love of God will open the hearts of all people so that the one and the all can move from the darkness that keeps so many locked in the grip of despair. This awakening will prepare the people of Earth for the great Earth changes that will occur. These great changes are not to be feared they are part of the great awakening the great evolution of all people that walk the Earth. The shift in consciousness is necessary to move the Earth into the next dimension of existence, to move into true consciousness. For in true consciousness there is light and in light there is true consciousness. Moving into this new consciousness, this new dimensions will provide new light, new love. It will raise the consciousness of all people to such a high level it will be as the scriptures foretell, a true paradise.”
Journey of Light
The Holy Sepulchre
In December of 1997 Jesus appeared in a vision at an Ashram in Oakland California and asked that I travel to the Holy of Jerusalem to meet him. My immediate reaction to His request was an emphatic immediate “No!” Jerusalem was the last place on earth I wanted to visit—it was dangerous with an almost constant threat of terrorist attack—and it rquire that I quit my job to undertake such a journey. It was as if he knew that there was really no choice in this matter and he waited patiently for several months for the “Yes!” he knew would emerge in my heart. In March of 1998—I gave in to his demand and agreed to travel to the Holy Land of Jerusalem to meet with him.
Not long after this life-changing decision, I quit my job and asked a close friend to accompany me on what would prove to be just the very beginning of a miraculous adventure that is ongoing to this very day. In May of 1998, while meditating at the same ashram, Jesus appeared again in a vision saying, “Meet me at the burning cross in the Church of the Holy Sepulcher—Begin your journey there.” Church of the Holy Sepulchre? I had never heard of the such a place and must admit to being a bit disappointed that my plans to begin the journey on the Mount of Olives came to a sudden end. But after researching in several travel books (the internet was only in its infancy at that time) it was shocking to discover there actually was a place in Jerusalem called the Church of the Holy Sepulcher, but no information could be found regarding what Jesus described as the “burning cross.”
The picture above is of the burning cross in the Church of the Holy Sepulcher. The Holy Sepulcher is a huge place and in the first twenty-four hours of our journey we manage to find this church by following a nun in the early morning hours. At first we could not find anything that resembled a burning cross, but through the grace of God we found ourselves guided to an upper room in the Church. When we reached the top of the stairs we were immediately invited by a large group into a Eucharist Mass. So we found ourselves holding hands with this tour group right next to the burning cross! The Mass was most likely Episcopalian, because there was a line for bread and a line for wine, which is not typical for a Catholic Mass.
After receiving the bread (body of Christ) when I reached the priest he ran out of wine in that very instant—which was strange at the time, but is scripturally significant, but I was extremely ignorant of Biblical Scripture or theology. At the point the focus was really on just getting to the cross where Jesus had promised to meet me. The energy was extremely potent, so much so, it seemed I would faint when suddenly a tour guide appeared exclaiming, “This cross marks the exact spot of the crucifixion!” This moment was like being hit with a baseball bat—What?! The exact spot of the crucifixion?! This revelation evoked huge overwhelming sadness that was arising inside.
Kneeling in front of the picture of Jesus I reach through the small hole, which is the exact spot of the cross that Jesus was crucified on. As I placed my out stretched palm on the cold hard rock of Golgotha beneath me, an ancient memory of the crucifixion collided with the present. It was as if time completely collapsed. The energy of that moment was so powerful, it felt as though Jesus was still dying on the cross. Overcome with emotion, I began to sob. As tears rolled down my face I heard Jesus say, “Release your sadness for I did not die. I am alive. I am as alive as the rock that you touch. Feel the living rock beneath you and you will know I speak the truth, for I live in the Kingdom of the Lord Thy God for now and forever. For I am the resurrection and the life.”
As these words entered into my heart, the molecular structure of the rock suddenly transformed into living liquid light. It felt like my hand was suddenly resting on a very large living breathing being. As the rock transformed from cold hard stone into what felt like warm living liquid light, my hand passed through what was once impenetrable stone into this strange living liquid. As my hand was suspended in this shocking transformation a powerful energy shot up my arm into my heart, instantly filling every cell of my being with love—not an ordinary love—Divine Love. The energy hit my heart with such force it almost knocked me out from under the altar. After a just few seconds, which seemed like an eternity, the rock returned to its original cold hard form. Stunned, I with drew my hand and turned to crawl out from underneath the altar.
This experience unfolded so long ago, but it still shocks me to this very day. Since beginning the Logos of the Way podcast I began researching the Holy Sepulcher known to many as the place of the Resurrection of Jesus Christ. It is mind blowing how much scripture is contained in the events that unfolded in just the first twenty-four hours of the trip in the Holy Lands, but it was the just the very beginning of a profound transmission of the Living Presence of Lord Jesus Christ and there was so much more yet to come.
The Lessons
It is important to understand at the time the following teachings were transmitted by Jesus I had a very elementary understanding of Biblical Scripture, did not know the teaching of Sri Bhagavan Ramana Maharshi, and had no real understanding of quantum physics or the science of the unseen nature of reality. This page will be updated frequently with the lessons offered in live podcasts as well as short Biblical References. Also, there is a page dedicated to a more detailed scriptural reference.
The Essential Teaching
Steps to Accessing Univeral Love
The early transmissions from Jesus reveal the unseen nature of reality and how we are infinitely connected to a vast intelligent light—a vast indescribable Love—and provided his is clear concise instructions for accessing this unseen presence. The “eternal healing” he intimates is the healing of your soul. It also reveals that the many healing miracles he performed were much more than physical healing—the physical healing was the outward sign of inner eternal healing—a complete purification and transformation of the soul.
Jesus says, “The three basic steps required to access the Universal Love are—One—chanting and focused breath. Two—imagine your heart as an empty cup, and pour the white light of love into your heart until it runneth over. Three—imagine the white light expanding around your heart, and watch it expand out into the universe. Focus on the source of this great light, and you shall see the love of God.” Then he said, “Write the letters I LOVE in a vertical line. This represents the commitment you must embrace in order to achieve the way of being that I demonstrated on Earth—the five basic steps of Eternal Healing.”
I —definitely commit to Love All.
L—ove is my spirit.
O—ne Love is the Love of All.
V—ision is Pure in Love.
E—volution is Embracing Love in All Things.
Jesus continued, “The five basic steps to eternal healing must be preceded by the three steps required to access the Universal Consciousness. So it is that step one is accessing the Universal Love and in accessing the Universal Love you must commit yourself to the love of all. Step two is to release all your fears and embrace your true self as pure love. Step three is to breathe in the air of life, breathe deeply and know that the love you feel is the one and the all. You must truly embrace yourself and embracing the love of self, you embrace the love of all others. Step four is finding pure vision through embracing the Universal Love. Pure vision does not see the boundaries over which so much blood has been shed. Pure vision sees the light and love within all that lives. Pure vision sees the love that holds us together, pure vision is the light that leads the way to enlightenment, pure vision sees all as equal. Step five is the evolution of the body, mind, and spirit. It is at this point that eternal healing will be complete. When the body, mind, and spirit unite as one, the true power of our being will begin to resonate with the light of love that you are.”
Curious about what it would be like to reach this state of consciousness, I wonder to myself, “How will you know when you have reached this point? Jesus responded, “You will know when there is no longer any fear in your heart. When the love in your heart is so great that you can actually see the multi-dimensions of time and space and with your eyes, and see the light that shines out from every being. It is at this point that you will be able to heal the sick with the touch of your hand and have the ability to raise the dead to life. It was this level of existence that I demonstrated on Earth during my short time there. The power that was embodied in me is the same power embodied within the one and the all. You all have the ability to live as I lived. To heal as I healed. To lead the way as I led the way. Always remember the love that I am is the love that you are. For I am you and you are me.
[This transmission references the Gospel of John Chapter 17: 20 ‘I ask not only on behalf of these, but also on behalf of those who will believe in me through their word, 21 that they may all be one. As you, Father, are in me and I am in you, may they also be in us, so that the world may believe that you have sent me. 22 The glory that you have given me I have given them, so that they may be one, as we are one, 23 I in them and you in me, that they may become completely one, so that the world may know that you have sent me and have loved them even as you have loved me. 24 Father, I desire that those also, whom you have given me, may be with me where I am, to see my glory, which you have given me because you loved me before the foundation of the world. 25 ‘Righteous Father, the world does not know you, but I know you; and these know that you have sent me. 26 I made your name known to them, and I will make it known, so that the love with which you have loved me may be in them, and I in them.’]
[This transmission also references the sermon on the mount Matthew 5: 8 ‘Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God.]
Lessons of Light
Transmissions Received from Jesus
Beginning in 1997
The Ten Elements
Transmission Received in Grace Cathedral
San Francisco — 1997
Jesus illuminates, “There are ten key elements to knowing the Universal Love that is being communicated, the first of which is TRUTH. Without truth there can be no deeper understanding or respect for the self. To face the truth is to face yourself. To face yourself is to love yourself. It is the beginning of letting go of the fear that holds so many in darkness.
“The second element is RESPONSIBILITY, to acknowledge that you are responsible for all that occurs in your reality—that which affects you directly and all those things that you affect indirectly. This is a difficult step, since by accepting your responsibility you will be acknowledging that you are responsible for the good as well as the bad. Yes, you are responsible for all war, famine, and disease that have plagued the Earth for centuries. You are also responsible for all great scientific breakthroughs and acts of love and courage that show us the Earth is ready to achieve the destiny of enlightenment.
“The third element is the PRESENT, to trust in the not knowing in the moment that it is, so you will know what to do. Too often you pretend you know what is next and are surprised by an outcome that you did not foresee. Trying to know something before it is so will not help in your path to enlightenment. You must let go of the wasted energy of struggling to know something before it is. Simply relax into the faith of knowing that whatever it is, it will be. It requires no effort on your part. Simply be.
“The fourth element is LIGHT. Light is the essence of all that is. It is light that gives you vision to see the world around you. It is light that allows you to see the energy of the millions of stars in the universe. And it is light that is the key ingredient of love. Light and love are comprised of many frequencies of light and sound that give you the many colors in the rainbow.
“This brings us to the fifth element, which is SOUND. Sound has an infinite number of tones or frequencies. Like time, sound exists in eight dimensions, with many harmonies that you do not perceive in your current reality. This is another good example of the multi-dimensions of space. A tone on the keyboard can be easily heard because the vibration of air is slow enough for you to perceive it with your ears. If you raise the tone to a much higher frequency, you will be unable to hear it with your ears even though it is occurring. So like the exploding star that you cannot see until the light of the explosion hits your eyes several years later, the explosion is actually occurring at the same time in space. So it is with sound. Although you cannot hear it with your ears, it is occurring at the same time, even though you cannot perceive it to be so.
“This brings us to the sixth element, which is AIR. Like light, air is a critical element in all that is. Air is what sustains you with each breath, and it is air that moves the vibration of sound to your ear. It is the gap between atoms and the distance between planets. Air is the space to allow all things to be in relationship to one another. It is the critical element of life and will sustain you in the absence of all other nutrients. That is why a guru can go for months without food or drink. It is the air alone that is the food of life. It sustains the bird in flight and the fish in the deepest part of the ocean. There is air in everything that is, even in the land and waters of the Earth.
“This brings us to the seventh element, which is TIME. Time is the continuum of life. It has no beginning and no end. It exists in eight dimensions as you exist in eight dimensions. Time is love, light, and sound combined into one continuous stream of energy that exists so that we can know each other in relationship to one another like a road map. Time allows for the meeting of critical elements in the time spectrum, for, like light, time has many frequencies—or a spectrum of time. This time spectrum defines the destiny of all that is. It is the road map for all of life. It allows you to pick any point in time so that you can understand your relationship to all that is. Time is the fabric of destiny. It is the element that links all of the elements in continuous space. Time, in other words, is the container for all that is.
“This brings us to the eighth element, which is SPACE. Space is the energy field that holds the structure of the universe together. Without space it would collapse into itself or implode. Space and time are the elements that maintain the relationship of all things. Whether it be the relationship of two people, a thousand people, or the planet, space maintains the structure that is contained by time.
“This brings us to the ninth element, which is MATTER. Matter is the combination of light, sound, air, space, and time elements. All that has physical form is comprised of these five elements. Your body, the land, the bench that supports you are all the same. Your perception of them is that they are distinct and different from one another. That is because of the structure of space and the vibration of light. Matter is differently defined because of the infinite vibrational frequencies of light and sound that define different structures of space and time. This simply causes a perception that they are different. The reality is that they are the same. That is why all of life is connected. That is why there is a Universal Love. It is all from the same source, which is GOD. That is why I am no different from you. I am you, and you are me, we are the whole. The reason you cannot perceive this to be so is because I am vibrating at a different frequency so you cannot perceive me with your eyes. Yet you can perceive me with your heart because your heart is where matter connects with the Universal Love, which is made up of light, sound, air, space, and time.
“This brings us to the tenth element, which is the MIND. The mind is the universal record of all that is and has been. It is the Universal Consciousness. It records all that has happened so that we know where we are in relation to what is. Your mind is the connection to the Universal Consciousness. It confuses you because it records everything you ever said or did. It is all that it knows. When you listen to your mind, it can only tell you what has been or what you have told it. It contains the history of your experience. It is like a scribe recording events that occur so they can be documented for later reading. So it is with the mind. It simply provides a reference point so that you can understand yourself at any point in time to your experience. You get confused when you think your mind can help with the unknowns or the second element. This is not its purpose. It is simply another reference point so that we can know ourselves in the moment in relation to our perception of what was so in the past. Without the mind, it would be difficult to have any perception of time and space, since they all occur simultaneously. That is why the mind consciousness is so important to our understanding of ourselves. It provides the necessary reference point to what is. It provides us with the relationship to time and space so that we can know ourselves relative to what is.”
The concept of our minds providing a relationship with infinite time and space was difficult for me to comprehend so I thought to myself, “I’m confused!”
Jesus immediately responded, “You are confused because you continue to think of time in a linear fashion. Time exists in multiple dimensions. All that ever was or will be occurs simultaneously. This is the nature of what is so. The mind provides a reference to a point in time relative to you so that you can understand yourself in relationship to yourself as a being that exists in the multi-dimension of time and space. Without the mind, you would have no relationship to time and no concept of self. For self to know itself, it must have a reference point outside of the self.
“An example would be that multiple lives exist simultaneously in time. Your perception is that they occurred at different times because your perception is that they were recorded by your mind in serial, but they were actually recorded by your mind simultaneously. You created your experience of multiple lives so you can better understand yourself in relation to your being. In other words, your being is a white light that is comprised of multiple colors or spectral vibrations. Each life is in fact a subset of the whole. Each life represents a color vibration that defines the whole being. If you look at a white light, you do not perceive the spectrum of light frequencies that it is unless you were to refract the light with a prism or witness light filtered through rain and see a rainbow. That is why the rainbow gives you the feeling of hope. It resonates with your being because you are a light that is made up of the full spectrum of light frequencies.
So the light exists with all its multiple colors, but your perception is that it is one color that is white. So it is with your multiple lives. Each life is a subset of the whole of your being. But your perception is the opposite of the white light example, because in your reality at this moment, you are experiencing lives from your mind. So the perception is that these other lives occurred at another point in time and are separate from you.
“To put it another way, imagine your life as a vibration or color frequency, which is outside of your perception of what is so. So your life represents one color, and a past life represents another color, and another past life represents another, and so on. The perception when you are in one color or life is that you are separate from all the other colors or lives. If you were to step out of the individual life or color, you would then see the whole of your being. You would see all the individual lives or colors as part of the whole. So your being is made up of multiple lives, and each life is vibrating at a different color or frequency. Your being is in fact an infinite white light made up of many vibrations.
“It is important to understand the interrelated nature of reality in order to begin to understand who you really are. The Universal Love is accessible by everyone by understanding that the heart that beats in our chest is the matter element that is connected to the Universal Love. That is why everything you need is in your own heart. It represents the door to all that is. That is why it feels as though your heart breaks when you end a relationship with another. Your perception is that you have lost the love of another, and you feel empty because your perception is that love comes from another heart. At that moment, you feel physical pain because you have in fact cut yourself off from the Universal Love that comes through your own heart because you begin to believe in the perception that the love came from outside yourself.
“The reality is that the love never left because it came from within, not without. Two beings that come together in love do so so they can understand more about themselves in relationship to all that is, which exists in all beings. The physical bond of the matter element of two beings in effect can amplify the love vibration in each being’s heart. The reality is that this same feeling can be created simply by feeling the connection to the Universal Love. We will instruct you on how to achieve access to the Universal Love in our next communication.”
Jesus says, “Release your sadness for I did not die. I am alive. I am as alive as the rock that you touch. Feel the living rock beneath you and you will know I speak the truth, for I live in the Kingdom of the Lord Thy God for now and forever. For I am the resurrection and the life.” (Church of the Holy Sepulchre 1998)
The Lessons
Jesus says, “The fourth element is LIGHT. Light is the essence of all that is. It is light that gives you vision to see the world around you. It is light that allows you to see the energy of the millions of stars in the universe. And it is light that is the key ingredient of love. Light and love are comprised of many frequencies of light and sound that give you the many colors in the rainbow.”
Mount of Olives Transmission 1998
Lesson 1: Stay true to the light within. Your consciousness has increased with the steadfastness of true faith. God is with you, in you, around you and all people. Stay focused on God, for the great light of God is the shepherd of light that is guiding your every thought, your every action.